My Long Lost Bestfriend

(gambar blur, excited sgt nak bergambar, hehe)

Last Saturday, I finally met my long lost bestfriend yang sgt2 disayangi. Cewah. I loved her so much. We’ve been distant these past 12 years. Oh I do regret this whole thing. Her name is Wan Isni Sofiah. A truly great friend, full of wisdoms, pretty at almost everything, had been there for me thru thick n thin, lovable… semua yang baik2 lah. Hihi. Byk sgt kenangan. Things with Arwah somehow involved her as well. Love u so much Wan! Harap2 sgt this friendship will stay till the end. (ohh sye mmg sentimental biler bab2 friendship ni, haha).

And the guy is actually my neighbor aka childhood friend aka bestfriend Arwah Fikh. His name is Ayie. Byk jgk kenangan ngan dia. Hehe, walaupun aritu setiap ms dier ejek ‘Ala awak tu dulu tak bercampur gaul ngn masyarakat’. Haha. I was like; ok, fine, my fault. It was my fault, no denial.

(Wan Isni, Ayie, Aida)

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I plan to meet my old good friends and schoolmates, whoever had their share and special meaning to my life these 20 years. I am blessed with all good people and friends coming in my life. Huhu. Kalo sempat lah. Nway next would be meeting Hana, Tiah, Dila, Fizah, Dayah, Nairus! :)

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The Things We Take For Granted

I need to talk with you again..

All our times together

Just feels like yesterday

The things we take for granted

we can sometimes lose

Do you remember how it was

When we never seemed to care

The days went by so quickly

Cos I thought you'd always be there.

It's hard to let you go

Though I know that I must try

I feel like I've been cheated

Cos we never said goodbye

And if I promise not to feel this pain

Will I see you again

... Cos I miss you so

and I need to know.

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3 DINAMIK 1999 pt.1

Cincang Babi merupakan satu permainan yang direka khas pelajar lelaki kelas 3 Dinamik 1999 di SMART. Permainan ini direka khusus untuk mengenakan salah seorang rakan sekelas yang tidak berapa digemari, iaitu 'Raja'. Beliau tidak digemari kerana dirasakan terlalu berlagak, walaupun sebenarnya beliau biasa-biasa saja.

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Permainan ini menggunakan perkataan babi sebagai menunjukkan kebencian terhadap mangsa dan mangsa perlu dicincang (dalam permainan ini, mangsa adalah dibenci dan cincang bermaksud aksi mencincang menggunakan kedua belah tangan dengan sekuat hati; dengan niat untuk menyakiti tubuh badan mangsa). Permainan ini kononnya menguji kekuatan ketahanan fizikal seseorang. Tak dapat dipastikan idea siapa permainan ini.

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Permainan ini memerlukan pelajar-pelajar lelaki lain membuat 2 barisan yang saling berpandangan untuk membentuk sebuah lorong. Mangsa pertama yang perlu dicincang ialah 'Raja'. Beliau dipilih atas dasar majoriti. Mangsa dikehendaki melalui lorong itu, hujung ke hujung dengan laju kerana proses cincangan berlaku secepat kilat. Kalau lagi lambat lagi sakit lah. Kot. Pelajar lelaki lain mengambil kesempatan ini untuk membalas dendam ke atas 'Raja' dan melakukan proses cincangan bertubi-tubi semasa mangsa melalui lorong tersebut. Tapi em, permainan ini 'misteri', kerana selepas Raja habis dicincang, permainan tersebut pun tamat.

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Selain merekacipta permainan, mereka juga merekacipta sebuah perayaan tahunan. Perayaan tersebut dinamakan Hari Joko Sedunia. Hari Joko Sedunia adalah untuk meraikan seorang lagi rakan sekelas yang tidak digemari. Mangsa memang sangat joko malah telah diberi gelaran Jokorono. Kata mereka, inilah gelaran tertinggi untuk mereka-mereka yang joko. Oh, kepada mereka yang tidak mengetahui apa itu joko, joko secara teorinya merupakan pelajar yang sangat-sangat tebal sifat skemanya. Selain skema, mangsa juga agak annoying, maka sebab itulah gelaran Jokorono diberikan kepada beliau. (Jokorani pula adalah untuk pelajar perempuan).

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Perayaan satu hari ini bermula sebelum waktu rehat. Mereka menjadikan Jokorono sebagai idola untuk hari tersebut. Idola dari segi permakaian, pertuturan, pergerakan dan segalanyalah. Mereka memakai tali leher dengan tinggi sehingga ke butang teratas dan seluar juga diangkat tinggi sehingga ke atas pusat. Malah ada yang mencari dan meminjam cermin mata dari pelajar kelas sebelah semata-mata ingin kelihatan sama seperti Jokorono.

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Tetapi keraian ini tertangguh sebab budak-budak ini rasa malu pulak ketika mereka sama-sama berjalan menuju ke makmal sains dalam keadaan joko itu. Makmal sains memang agak jauh dan terpaksa melalui bilik guru dan kelas-kelas Form1. Walaubagaimanapun, perayaan ini hanya diraikan pada tahun 1998 kerana tahun berikutnya semua pelajar-pelajar ini sibuk menelaah pelajaran untuk menghadapi PMR.

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Bersambung.

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Nota: Pelajar lelaki kelas saya memang nakal. Sangat nakal dan jahat. Tetapi mereka juga sangat pandai. Kebanyakannya sudah berjaya sekarang. Ada yang bergelar doktor, geologist, engineer, qs, tentera, dan pelbagai professionals lain. Em, sebab pandai sangat la kot. Hehe.

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SENTIMENTAL VALUES

Ptg td kemas2 my bedroom yg penuh dgn my personal stuff sejak azali, yang berselerakan dan tidak bgs dilihat oleh ibu2. Seperti biasa, proses mengemas yg dijalankan memakan masa yg lama. Well, I do have this problem biler mengemas brg. I tend to belek2, baca2 balik, lepas tu syg nak buang, lepas tu simpan balik. Haha. Mmg masalah psikologi dan sentimental yg serius. That is why my personal stuff tak pernah kurang, tak kisah la dah tapis atau belum. hehe. Anyway, just to share some stuffs I discovered; which have high sentimental values to me personally. Yang sempat disnap aje lah.

Firstly, this is very dear to me; keratan akhbar kematian Arwah Fikhry (refer to previous post). That's him. I didn't see him for a long time then, so I was glad the news was featured in paper. So, I'd have an idea of how he looked back then. Or at least I have something else other than a very sweet memory of him. :(. Al Fatihah.
This is made by Iqbal Rifasha (dier suh feature name die untuk tujuan glamer. Eh tipu, tu I tambah). Beliau ni mmg kreatif. This carved stone is awesome. One of my fave actually. Sbb sgt ber-effort. Sesape yg nak tempah ukiran2 batu bleh la kontek beliau.

Ni antara kad birthday yg plg ber-effort I've ever received.

Kad ni pun very kreatif. Pandai la org ni lukis. :) (dah tlg puji ni. hee)

Collection of David Beckham. Dulu2 semua menda pun nak collect. Hehe. Byk lagi tp tym ni dah penat nak susun. hehe.

& Lastly, Syima ingat tak U gave me this poem and song, very sweet of you. Syima wrote me this poem due to my obsession to someone. Hehe.

OK. That's all lah dulu for now. Salam.

CINTA MONYET TERINDAH

Hye assalamualaikum. (Brace yourself. Sesungguhnya ini ialah entry yg pjg)

Staying home makes me reminiscing a lot. Well, never had enough time (since five years ago) to do that. I had a wonderful-wonderful childhood. I did. My school years were the greatest. I would change nothing of that, especially during my primary school; Sekolah Abdullah (SRKSA). This is where I experienced all the best things in life; friendships, study, kena ejek2, budak2 lelaki, gaduh2 ngn derang, kena jadi MC assembly, kena hafal sifir, talent time, hari sukan, asyik wat lukisan tajuk pasu bunga, atau buah-buahan tempatan, jadi head prefect, masuk nasyid, khatam Quran, kena pukul ngn pembaris panjang kuning (yg cikgu guna utk wat garisan kat papan hitam tu), kem motivasi, BCG, UPSR of course, and yes, ‘cinta monyet’.

Cinta Monyet is very dear to each and every one of us. At least, to me la. Sbb ade jgk org yg rajin sgt belajar, x experience mende2 camni. Bgs tu, itu lah belia wawasan negara! Ala, tp tipu lah, mesti ade jgk kenangan2 cinta monyet sikit2 kan. At least time masuk darjah4 tu, mesti dah pandai suke org ni, suke org tu kan. Yela, time tu br nak kenal dunia, jadi lelaki dah pandai malu2 ngn perempuan. Vice versa lah. Kalo kena ejek, merah2 satu muke, especially telinga. Kadang2 tu, pompuan nangis biler kena ejek2. Yela, time ni kan kiter selalu kena ejek name bapak kan. Taktaulah nape. Itu je kot idea kite nak ejek2 org time tu.

Cinta monyet tu sgt indah. Indah sbb time tu kiter kanak2, budak2, so biler ske kat org, rase cam suci murni je perasaan cinta tu. Yela, time tu takde nafsu lagi kan, hehe, so bile suke kat someone, kiter mesti suke dengan ikhlas. Selalunye suke sbb dier comel ke, pandai ke, selalu p solat Zuhur ke.. .em, tp selalunye sbb comel lah. Haha. I had this sweet cinta monyet as well. We were in the same tadika (haha, tadika dah pandai suke2 kat org), but I was in the morning session and he was in noon. I can’t recall seeing him kat tadika tu pun senarnye, and I didn’t know he likes me until we were in Standard Four. I was involved in an accident right in front of my house. It was funny because one yellow kereta katak was hitting me right in my left eye. I was hospitalized for 3,4 days. No serious injuries Alhamdulillah except for my left eye jd bengkak, lebam2 sampai kaler biru nila. Besar pulak tu lebamnya. Haha. Takde pulak my mom amik gambar, so the incident was barely in my memory.

So sekolah kecoh la jgk because of that accident. Sampai ramai2 2kelas p lawat kat hospital. (sbb malu ngn mata kiri yg lebam gile, I pretend konon2 tgh tido waktu ramai2 dtg melawat tu. haha). Nak dijadikan citer, heboh pulak satu sekolah ada this one boy yg nangis biler tau that accident. Dier dikhabarkan nangis sbb takut I mati. Hehe, sweet kan for a 10-years old kid fikir camtu. But we were not in the same class. He was in 4 Hijau, while I was in 4 Biru. So mende tu went on camtu je lah. But later, we were occasionally eyeing each other. Cewah. He was a school athlete and quite popular too. I remember I was blown away by his 100m sprint during Hari Sukan ms darjah 2 kot. Tym tu tak kenal pun lg. Dier mula agak lmbt tp dier lari dgn fokus merentas angin lalu melintas sume peserta lain dan berjaya mengungguli trek tersebut. Pendek kate, setiap tahun dari 1990-1996, die jelah yg dpt anugerah atlet sekolah. No competition.

Dan sepanjang ms tu jgk, cinta monyet itu terjalin, haha. Ade lah jgk kami bergayut kat tepon. Yelah, time tu gune tepon telekom kaler biru. Takde lagi handphone2 ni. Kdg2 pas balik sekolah gayut sampai satu jam. Tp tak selalu, nanti bil naik, mak marah. Haha. Tp most of the time, die la yg call. Time tu ego2 skit, konon2 tak call lelaki. Haha. Well, I can’t even remember what subjects we were talking. For an hour. Haha. Budak2… oh yes, he was a skillful football player too. Kdg2 ptg2 die dtg main kat padang dpn umah. Saje je la kan nak tunjuk skill. To be honest, menjadi la jgk, haha. Because I was attracted to him, mostly becos of his skills at pitch. Besides of his budak baik-ness, a set of white teeth, malu tp ego attitude, and his mata yang sepet. Hehe. I used to relate him to Takeshi Kaneshiro for his mata sepet, walaupun sebenarnye tak sama pun. Haha. Because of him too I have a keen interest on soccer. Until today. I was very sure he’ll play for Malaysia someday. Then this relationship went on, with ups and downs, but no words of LOVE ever uttered between us. Ala, budak2 kecik. We kinda faham2 sendiri wats inside, cewah. Until UPSR, until abis drjah 6, until Form 1.

Biler masuk Form 1, we went to the different school, but dekat2 je sekolah tu. Dier masuk sekolah sukan. Main untuk team remaja Pahang, so I heard. Hubungan tu dah jd jauh, sbb dua2 dh besar, malu2 kot. Yela, dah besar, perasaan dah tak suci murni cam dolu2. Haha. Tp kdg2 keep in touch jgk lah. On 30th May 1998 (ingat sbb tulis dlm diary, haha) ptg2 kul 6 lebih kalo tak slh, he confessed his love. I wasn’t surprised cos I was kinda expecting it. Walaupun sebenarnye dah lame tunggu dier mengucapkan kata2 itu. Kah3. Time tu kalo confess tu maknenye nak declare lah konon2. Hmm, and to my surprise, I refused. I didn’t know why, cos I truly felt it too (cewah), but I refused. I guess sbb time tu Form 1, br masuk sekolah baru and dunia yg different, so tetiba jd very ambitious utk belajar. So kununnye sacrifice love lah in order to succeed in studies. After that, he didn’t call me for quite some time. I dun know, maybe dia geram atau malu cos I refused. Mungkinlah. And sadly, I was too ignorant to care. Later I heard he was with this girl from other school, tp tak lame. Kemudian Form3 dia ke Bukit Jalil. Then life went on for both of us. For years, he purposely came to padang in front of my house, playing football when I was around for semester break. Deeply inside, I know he still cares. Last thing I know he was playing for Kelab Shahzan Muda.

In 2005, as I was busy doing master plan, I received a phone call from a friend. My treasured Cinta Monyet was involved in an accident. This fatal accident put him into coma for 2days. But on 29th September 2005, he lost the battle. He left me; he left all of us for a ‘better place’. My heart was broken into pieces, I cried terribly while reciting Yassin for him that very night. Sesungguhnya Allah SWT lebih sygkan dia. I always believe those yg mati awal dan muda adalah org baik2. And I believe my whole heart he is a very good person. Good in every single way. I believe so. I just can’t believe I lost him this soon, because I still have a lot to say to him. I regret not appreciating him the way I should and I regret not talking to him as much as I would, now. And at this very moment, I think I miss him more than I ever did.

AL-FATIHAH TO ARWAH MOHAMMAD FIKHRY JAAFAR.

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MARI CUBA

Coca Cola Huggies

River Island McDonalds Clinique Disney Donna Karan Starbucks Gap Garnier Perrier Kotex Sanex Jo Malone Lancome Libbys Tchibo Loreal Marks & Spencer Kleenex Maybelline Nestle Vittle Revlon Wonderbra

That is a list of brands found out to have donated to Israeli Army (Israel Government) all these years. We need to stop buying from these brands in order to cripple the Israeli economy. It may seem like a small thing to do but it's a start.

(or perhaps a small contribution from us to our dying brothers in Palestine)

Then, I received a sms from a good friend of mine. He said;

"Minyak cap kapak, sos Aminah Hassan, Kacang Nganyin, tshirt Pagoda, beras Cap Rambutan, kicap Kipas Udang, aiskrim potong etc - ini semua produk tempatan yang akan menjana ekonomi negara. Belilah barangan buatan Malaysia"


Hehe. Good one A***.

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Saudara Islam

Pejamkan mata anda buat seketika serta bukakan hati sudah tentu kalau boleh anda ingin menjadi seseorang yang akan bangun dan membela nasibnya.

"Ya Allah!! Sebagaimana Engkau Pernah menghantar burung-burung ababil menghancurkan tentera bergajah Musyrikin, maka kami memohon kepada mu Ya Allah....... . turunkan lah bantuan mu kali ini kepada orang orang Islam di Palestin, hancurkanlah rejim zionis..amin. ..."

(Lalu bacalah surah Al Fil / membayangkan kehancuran tentera Yahudi - dengan Izin Allah)

Surah al fil: "A'lam tara kayfa fa'ala rabbuka bi as-hab al-fil "A'lam ya'jal kaydahum fi tadlil Wa arsala alayhim tayran ababil "Tarmihim bi hijaratin min sijjil Fa ja'ala hum ka asfin ma'kul"

Lipat gandakanlah doa ini. Amiin.

FINALLY

Haha.. finally I am updating my blog.. (hye Kiah). haha. Anyway, now stay kat umah, since last dec... rehat2 bersama keluarga. In the mean time have to settle things with MARA n IDP.. em, I dun have da exact date yet, but probably on the first week of February. Anyway, I am furthering my study at 'downunder'.. at uniSA, Adelaide, insyAllah.

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Hmm, since sebulan kat umah ni, ade la few activities, on 11th Dec, my beloved maksu nikah. 12th, ade PAC kat INTAN. On 13th plak, ada kenduri kat Kemaman, rumah my Pakngah. Dua minggu lepas pulak p Melaka, saje2 jln.. sambil nak antar my sis kat KL. Dia dh nak stat keje after 6 months recovering from accident. Alhamdulillah~

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Anyway, I think later when I'm away from my home sweet home, my beloved family, my tanah airku, I'll probably write everyday. Yela, time tu mesti boring dan rindu rinduan.. haha. Oklah bye penat nak upload gambar.. enjoy the pics~

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This is my maksu on her wedding day Family photo-session

Sampai2 je terus mkn..

Dgn anak2 sedaranya

My sisters yg ske posing n camwhoring.. cam kakak dia. haha

Posing lagi

Dan lagi...
ok dah2.. ni lah rupa Sg Melaka nowadays yg dah agak bersih dan indah